GUILTY PLEASURES

Have you ever made a choice between guilty conscience and pleasure?or have you been in a situation where you had sex with the unthinkable and you loved what you have done and hating that it happened? It all began like this.

Have you ever been given oral sex? YES YES YES (which it never stopped)

Where*? In a car

How it was? Great. You don’t know what you are missing. You will never want to have sex again.the thought alone drives me crazy. only those that have been eaten out would understand.

So did you have sex with this guy? I had to? He deserves an award for what he did. What do you think?

Is he your bf? NO (my bf always say it’s OK for boys and not girls when i asked why he wouldn't) i know what you are thinking?
Why did i stay with him? i ask my self that too. I was in love (my first).

How was the sex? Not comparable to my ex but the oral gave him an edge

Are you still with your BF? NO you should have figure that out by now

Why? Because am tired of his bullshit (I will elaborate on it later)

Was that why you did it with the other guy? no. it was a mistake (na Satan) I guess that excuse does not work anymore.

Did you have any regrets? NOOOOOOOOOO

Did your bf find out? no! am not that stupid.

Why did you do it? This might sound stupid. “To get over my ex”. I haven’t been with anyone but him. I thought that’s why I stayed longer than I should. I was tired of being the proper nija girl.

Do you think having sex with this guy makes u feel better? I don't think, i know. But I think you are asking too many questions. May be it was the oral. By the way am 5 years away from 30? Does that count for something?

So tell me about your ex? you are so nosy. I have to go now. I will leave that for some other time.
I only have room for one more question.

Are they both nija: yes

INTRODUCTION

This is my first post ever since I created this blog. I which I could be more dedicated like my inspirers (Overwhelmed and Babaalaye , LondonBuki e.t.c) they never failed to amuse. In the midst of the laughter you can’t help but agree to the truth they share.
As for me am just going to keep writing because I don’t have any one to share my pain and sexual experience with without being judged or look down on. So for all those that think they know me this is my private story and don’t be stupid to ask me. Keep what you know to yourself (am a very private person and I would like to keep it that way).
I might not be able to post something constantly because of my work* and am a procrastinator. But with time I will let you into my strange life. Just be patient.

Watch out for more.